you'd never know - Blü Eyes

[00:00.0]you'd never know - Blü Eyes
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[00:00.15]Lyrics by：Katie Stump/Davin Kingston
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[00:00.32]Composed by：Katie Stump/Davin Kingston
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[00:00.5]You'd never know
[00:03.95]你永远不会知道
[00:03.95]I was fighting for my life eight months ago
[00:10.61]八个月之前 我在为我的生命而战
[00:10.61]I shut the door and covered the windows
[00:14.64]我关紧房门 遮住窗户
[00:14.64]'Cause the sunlight hurt my eyes
[00:17.88]因为阳光会刺伤我的双眼
[00:17.88]I couldn't even go outside for so so long
[00:25.88]很长一段时间 我甚至无法走出家门半步
[00:25.88]And you couldn't tell
[00:29.49]而你无法察觉
[00:29.49]But the inside of my head was a living hell
[00:35.78]但在我的脑海里 如人间炼狱般痛苦
[00:35.78]I tried my best explaining how it felt
[00:39.84]我竭尽全力 解释清楚我的感受
[00:39.84]But nobody ever understood
[00:43.12]然而没有人明白
[00:43.12]Doctor said that everything looks good
[00:45.56]医生说我看起来一切正常
[00:45.56]So I blamed myself
[00:52.81]所以我责怪自己
[00:52.81]I don't think I'd ever been so lonely
[00:59.09]我想我从未体会过这么孤独的感觉
[00:59.09]Didn't know if I would make it out
[01:04.12]不知道我是否可以渡过难关
[01:04.12]The dead of the winter of my life
[01:07.55]仿佛我遇上人生中最寒冷的冬天
[01:07.55]In the middle of the summertime
[01:10.76]尽管此刻正值盛夏时节
[01:10.76]And it still haunts me now
[01:16.83]如今这一切依然困扰着我
[01:16.83]But you'd never know
[01:20.72]但你永远不会知道
[01:20.72]That it took me months to step outside alone
[01:27.09]我花了好几月才有勇气独自走出家门
[01:27.09]'Cause my body still gets tense when I walk home
[01:31.42]因为但我步行回家时 我的身体依然很紧绷
[01:31.42]Past the spot where it all went dark
[01:34.22]在我经过一片漆黑的地方时
[01:34.22]It's like a movie flashing back in parts
[01:36.9]那些记忆如电影片段一般重新浮现脑海
[01:36.9]That cuts deep and slow
[01:42.86]这一切造成痛苦又潜移默化的伤害
[01:42.86]Ohh
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[01:44.240005]I don't think I'd ever been so lonely
[01:50.28]我想我从未体会过这么孤独的感觉
[01:50.28]Didn't know if I would make it out
[01:55.490005]不知道我是否可以渡过难关
[01:55.490005]The dead of the winter of my life
[01:58.78]仿佛我遇上人生中最寒冷的冬天
[01:58.78]In the middle of the summertime
[02:01.94]尽管此刻正值盛夏时节
[02:01.94]And it still haunts me now
[02:20.67]如今这一切依然困扰着我
[02:20.67]Everyone said
[02:22.24]每个人都说
[02:22.24]You look fine from the outside
[02:24.49]你从外表看上去一切安好
[02:24.49]But in my mind I was upside down and screaming
[02:28.49]但在我的心里 我混乱不堪 歇斯底里地呐喊着
[02:28.49]What the hell is wrong with me
[02:33.03]我究竟是出了什么问题
[02:33.03]Oh-oh-oh
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[02:34.20999]Tryna make it make sense making my head spin
[02:37.48]试图让自己恢复正常 然而这让我变得头晕目眩
[02:37.48]Now I pray to forget 'cause I'm still here screaming
[02:41.28]所以我祈祷忘记 因为我依然在这里呐喊着
[02:41.28]What the hell is wrong with me
[02:47.05]我究竟是出了什么问题
[02:47.05]You'd never know
[02:50.84]你永远不会知道
[02:50.84]Oh you'd never know no no
[02:55.084]你永远不会知道