Holding On - Phora

[00:00.0]Holding On (Explicit) - Phora
[00:01.0]Written by：Casey T. Luong/Marco "Phora" Archer/Anthony "Anthro" Ruiz
[00:02.0]Holding on doesn't feel the same
[00:08.16]Nothing seems to cover up the pain
[00:14.38]Baby I've been trying but you can't feel the same
[00:19.67]About me baby
[00:23.32]Baby hey hey
[00:27.04]Baby I've been trying nothing seems to cover up the pain
[00:33.39]Baby
[00:33.92]I've been trying holding on holding on
[00:39.69]Baby I've been trying nothing seems to cover up the pain
[00:46.03]Baby
[00:46.6]I've been trying holding on holding on
[00:51.94]Yeah I've just been so numb it feels like nothing's real
[00:56.38]I've just been so empty I can't f**kin' feel
[00:59.49]But I can feel my body start to fade
[01:01.46]My heart is cold that's why I'm so sick of taking all these f**kin' pills
[01:05.05]F**kin' pills
[01:06.02]I don't ever talk about it much
[01:07.88]Drinking every day just to escape the memories of us
[01:11.16]You paint me as a villain but my blood is on your brush
[01:14.26]I was in it til' the end you was in it for the rush
[01:17.41]See I'm scared of being hurt and I'm scared of getting close
[01:20.63]Cause' the closest people to you
[01:22.17]What are the ones that hurt you most
[01:23.75]But it's hard to know your worth when everything is broke
[01:26.67]Now I'm just drowning in my sorrow trying not to f**kin' choke
[01:30.13]The more pain you go through the harder it feel
[01:33.15]And the scars that we can't see are the hardest to heal
[01:36.06]I gave you everything I'm just left with all of these pills
[01:39.28]And even though I f**kin' hate you you have part of me still
[01:42.81]Cry for you I promised that I never f**kin' cry for you
[01:46.08]Die for you I can't be without you I would die for you
[01:49.229996]Bleed for you I do anything I f**kin' bleed for you
[01:52.41]Why can't you understand I f**kin' needed you
[01:55.32]Holding on doesn't feel the same
[02:01.84]Nothing seems to cover up the pain
[02:08.12]Baby I've been trying but you can't feel the same
[02:13.55]About me baby
[02:20.79001]Baby I've been trying nothing seems to cover up the pain
[02:27.08]Baby I've been trying holding on holding on
[02:33.31]Baby I've been trying nothing seems to cover up the pain
[02:39.73]Baby I've been trying holding on holding on
[02:45.95999]Baby baby baby baby
[02:52.20999]Baby baby
[02:55.66]Holding on doesn't feel the same
[02:58.70999]Baby baby baby baby
[03:04.83]Baby baby