Happy - P!nk

[00:0.0] 作曲 : Alecia Moore/Teddy Geiger/Sasha Sloan/Steph Jones
[00:1.0]从我十七岁开始
[00:1.0] 作词 : Alecia Moore/Teddy Geiger/Sasha Sloan/Steph Jones
[00:13.342]我一直讨厌这幅躯壳
[00:13.342] Since I was 17
[00:17.609]她似乎也很讨厌着我
[00:17.609] I’ve always hated my body
[00:19.603]有人能够寻得一颗让我们彼此相互接纳的灵药吗？
[00:19.603] And it feels like my body’s hated me
[00:24.359]又有哪个医生可以帮我改掉愤世嫉俗的毛病呢？（虽然我从来未向他们展露真心）
[00:24.359] Can somebody find me a pill to make me un-afraid of me?
[00:28.504]随波逐流更像是一种良药
[00:28.504] Seen every therapist but I’m a cynical ***** (don’t like to talk about my feelings)
[00:35.445]这比所谓的治疗更加简单
[00:35.445] I take another hit, I find another fake fix
[00:40.178]但我也不像这样一直下去啊
[00:40.178] 'Cause it’s easier than healing
[00:42.497]一直安慰自己，“我将变得更好”
[00:42.497] I don’t wanna be this way forever
[00:45.768]但每一次阻止这一切的人都是我自己
[00:45.768] Keep telling myself that I’ll get better
[00:49.259]也许我只是害怕接受欢愉
[00:49.259] Every time I try I always stop me
[00:52.716]到了我22岁的时候
[00:52.716] Maybe I’m just scared to be happy
[01:04.45]我的身边出现了一直爱我的人 并且我一直让自己相信这是真的
[01:04.45] Since I was 22
[01:11.82]但无论我做什么，我的大脑总是把这一切全部搞砸
[01:11.82] I’ve been with somebody who loves me and I’ve been trying to believe it’s true
[01:22.66]看过所有心理医生，才发现我是一个不折不扣的厌世者（心里最真实的声音从未被倾听）
[01:22.66] But my head always messes up my heart no matter what I do
[01:29.66]我保证每一杯烈酒都是最后一杯
[01:29.66] Seen every therapist but I’m a cynical ***** (don’t like to talk about my feelings)
[01:41.34]相较变好，放纵真是太简单了！
[01:41.34] I take another sip, I swear it’s my last fix
[01:48.73]虽然我真的不想一直这样活着
[01:48.73] 'Cause it’s easier than healing
[01:53.05]每天告诉自己，“我会变得更好”
[01:53.05] I don’t wanna be this way forever
[01:58.4]但我还是断送自己的前程
[01:58.4] Keep telling myself that I’ll get better
[01:64.64]或许我只是害怕快乐后的寂寞
[01:64.64] Every time I try I always stop me
[01:70.3]我不想再这样混沌下去
[01:70.3] Maybe I’m just scared to be happy
[01:76.51]每天告诉自己，“我会变得更好”
[01:76.51] I don’t wanna be this way forever
[01:81.81]但阻止自己开心的人只有我自己
[01:81.81] Keep telling myself that I’ll get better
[01:87.82]可能是我只有太多顾虑吧
[01:87.82] Every time I try I always stop me
[01:93.49]可能我只是不敢尝试真正开心一回吧
[01:93.49] Maybe I’m just scared to be happy
[02:05.45]可能我害怕开心之后的寂寞吧
[02:05.45] Maybe I’m just scared to be happy
[02:17.33]太多不能失去的东西让我开始畏手畏脚
[02:17.33] Maybe I’m just scared to be happy
[02:25.36]我也害怕成为一个自己不认识的人
[02:25.36] I’m so scared of having something to lose
[02:31.79]我害怕那些在明处看着真相的人
[02:31.79] I’m scared of being somebody new
[02:37.17]所以到了现在，我变得一无所有
[02:37.17] I’m so scared of all them seeing the truth
[02:41.83]当对现状有了一百个不满意
[02:41.83] 'Cause right now I’ve got nothing
[02:49.7]当所有的自欺欺人失去意义
[02:49.7] But I don’t wanna be this way forever
[02:55.1]我还是成为了自己最讨厌的人
[02:55.1] Keep telling myself that I’ll get better
[02:63.44]或许我只是一个快乐的绝缘体罢了