拾酒/Nineteen - Zyee之渝

[00:00.0]混音/母带/封面：Zyee 之渝
[00:34.17]故事的第一页是03 年秋
[00:36.36]也许是下着小雨的杭州
[00:38.52]第一件衣服是红色毛衣左右再带着两个硕大的兜
[00:42.75]童年的他生活无忧无虑
[00:44.97]伴着长大音乐还有玩具
[00:47.13]害怕关灯睡觉总是期盼长大
[00:49.11]可长大后却发疯般想着回去
[00:51.33]上的学校算不上是最好
[00:53.58]每次压力来到努力差不多就好
[00:55.74]没当过垫底也成为不了第一
[00:57.84]从小就没筑好努力的地基
[00:59.94]学不会自律还总是纠结不定
[01:02.07]面对无论考试还是人生的处境
[01:04.2]向往自由和独立的个性
[01:06.3]内心的优柔寡断反复勒令
[01:08.46]u r only 19
[01:12.36]always feeling down
[01:16.29]dad told me pick the wine
[01:20.520004]my thoughts got drowned i feel
[01:25.56]hate the lie u just wanna get over
[01:33.15]black out on the pain at night
[01:37.05]sometimes u just need the light
[01:41.25]（采样自Kyle Cease 演讲）
[01:44.55]because it was death to the story of who they are
[01:47.490005]they werent an alignment to receive that
[01:49.14]because they thought who I am
[01:50.43]as someone who gets loved
[01:51.66]because I tell people that im broke
[01:53.759995]someone who I am is someone who gets loved
[01:55.259995]because I say that im a victim
[01:56.55]someone who I am is I tell people that I have a problem
[01:58.979996]we are trained that
[02:00.15]we get love for being depressed
[02:02.25]when u r sad
[02:03.15]a lot people are there for u
[02:04.35]so we get totally wired
[02:06.3]that u get love
[02:07.83]when u r not happy
[02:09.93]right
[02:10.38]U better keep sabotaging stuff
[02:12.12]Because your friends might not like u
[02:13.68]If u start to thrive
[02:15.42]Trust me on this
[02:16.32]This happens
[02:17.1]背着拖延症爬行了19 个春秋
[02:19.26]这首也算赋新词强说的愁
[02:21.42]别人的看法总是将你淹没
[02:23.67]后果的害怕总是将你链锁
[02:25.68]这条路上也有许多真心朋友
[02:27.84]自己不成熟松开握紧的右手
[02:29.91]亲眼目睹过生命的逝去
[02:32.13]我到底要如何表达我的情绪
[02:34.29001]now find my way
[02:35.25]with my pace
[02:36.42]分配文字再去和伴奏交汇
[02:38.58]人生在前方别总是倒退朝着过去的告慰
[02:42.27]人要变得果敢相信文字带给你的启发
[02:45.09]dont be trapped by that social media
[02:47.07]从现实里找自己
[02:48.18]清醒且自律自信自启自由直叙
[02:51.63]u r only 19
[02:55.23]always feeling down
[02:59.16]dad told me pick the wine
[03:03.39]my thoughts got drowned i feel
[03:08.43]hate the lie u just wanna get over
[03:15.99]black out on the pain at night
[03:19.89]sometimes u just need the light