不再堕落 - Jas.X

[00:11.52]当我正落地在异国他乡
[00:14.37]人挤人的飞机场
[00:15.81]跟我的印象有反差感
[00:17.43]跟我差不多大的人都一样
[00:19.32]来自远方
[00:20.37]为了他们的梦想
[00:21.33]都只能在外留学他乡
[00:23.25]令人向往的家乡都坐落于彼方
[00:26.25]能做的只有跟着未来发出的一点点光
[00:35.01]这里学校不给压力
[00:36.48]生活也过的十分压抑
[00:37.98]当初语言障碍也让我在这混的一塌涂地
[00:40.95]有时心血来潮想抓紧机会来一波突然发力
[00:43.86]可干起事来现实和想象总会有一些差距
[00:46.92]就算是学习
[00:48.0]也逃不过三分钟的新鲜感
[00:49.59]效率取决于
[00:50.61]今天微博上的热搜榜
[00:52.35]每天晚上躺在床上只知道事后诸葛亮
[00:55.26]说明天起来再加把劲还能再把今天的给补上
[00:58.41]学不会走出舒适圈
[01:00.09]尽管来在世界的另一边
[01:01.5]旁边的一切都很新鲜
[01:02.82]但想出去时撞到了阴雨天
[01:04.53]只要我不想干
[01:05.94]掉根头发都是借口
[01:07.44]我不想听也不想看
[01:09.03]因为你说的道理我也都懂
[01:10.71]Yoh man Im just like that
[01:11.97]I am always being a trash
[01:13.5]If you have ever believed in me
[01:14.67]That means you are wrong when we were started
[01:16.26]Being suck
[01:17.01]Doing nothing but only prayed for the god
[01:19.2]Saying harsh things and the only word I know is saying
[01:22.17]是堕落吗
[01:23.43]我的心里也不想承认
[01:24.87]是真的懦弱吗
[01:26.4]我承认多少带一点成分
[01:27.87]我可能错过了很多变得落魄了许多
[01:30.99]坏事也做过了佳人也真的错过了几波
[01:34.229996]不承认自己的过错还抱怨着自己的落寞
[01:36.869995]脑子早已变得龌龊却还嫌弃自己的做作
[01:39.630005]经常尝试说服自己努力却还是拿起了手机
[01:42.57]单词不会用百度翻译
[01:44.130005]最后却还看起了抖音
[01:45.869995]我不能控制我自己因为实在不能自律
[01:48.75]像这样无所事事地虚度了一年四季的光阴
[01:51.39]还觉得自己进步很大
[01:53.1]cuz my English speaking
[01:54.36]活在一个英语国家
[01:56.009995]不能说都有问题
[01:57.45]这一年生物和数理化
[01:58.92]没有一科带有进展
[02:00.33]就只能躲在那颗大树底下
[02:01.89]被没光的阴影给渲染
[02:04.05]yeh yeh 被没有光的阴影给渲染
[02:09.38]That is not how I am supposed to be I am here for studying
[02:12.18]To get into the ivy leagues and chase after my dreams
[02:15.36]my family did a lot of sacrificing just for me
[02:18.06]to chase my dreams and to be whoever I wanna be
[02:21.15]but what I was doing was the totally opposite
[02:24.0]I was playing and lingering around in the same piece of beach
[02:26.88]not being able to receive any novel knowledges
[02:29.91]to betray their believes
[02:31.38]and push myself in
[02:32.97]the black chasm
[02:34.32]where there is nobody intervened
[02:44.43]那天晚上突然从噩梦中惊醒过来
[02:47.43]说自己没考上大学没能走向想要的未来
[02:50.43]为了赚钱只能装孙子让别人当大爷
[02:53.25]被别人笑话出国留学怎么都考不上大学
[02:56.45999]真丢人对不起自己和家人
[02:59.37]那能怎么办呢悔时已晚重来不可能
[03:02.22]Oh god 还好只是一个梦
[03:03.81]As a last reminder
[03:05.07]现在努力还来得及
[03:06.24]I need to be more diligent
[03:08.37]深蓝色的天空和那皎白的月光
[03:11.01]照在我的身上让我感觉无比的心慌
[03:14.01]荒废了一年的时间足以让我知道了受伤
[03:16.86]的疼和让人失望的混蛋
[03:19.98]这世界的轮回让我忍不住打开未来的门
[03:22.83]发现陪伴我的还是现在身边的那些人
[03:25.65]尽管发自己满身是伤痕
[03:27.12]但还是笑着despite 身上的疼
[03:28.56]因为我找回了属于我自己的向前向上灵魂
[03:31.38]Yeh 现在努力还来得及
[03:33.12]我知道我才九年级
[03:34.70999]基础还行跟上只需要去多做练习题
[03:37.47]下定决心可能只需要一个平凡的晚上
[03:40.29001]可真正的开头可能需要无数个这样平凡的晚上
[03:43.35]有着上进的决心觉悟也要积极向上
[03:46.17]否则带来的结果只能是继续的流浪
[03:49.17]有梦想就要努力的去追
[03:50.52]而不是一味的想象
[03:52.11]美好的未来会如期而至但前提是不能光躺在炕上
[03:55.35]朝着最好的发展不要在意别人的看法
[03:58.08]多花时间去学习但千万不要再去乱犯傻
[04:00.69]我得到的得是我想要的
[04:02.22]从不为不舒服而妥协
[04:03.99]因为经过努力才能最终成为那只破茧的蝴蝶
[04:19.32]That is how I am supposed to be I am here for studying
[04:21.66]To get into the ivy leagues and chase after my dreams
[04:25.02]my family did a lot of sacrificing just for me
[04:27.69]to chase my dreams and to be whoever I wanna be
[04:30.69]That is how I am supposed to be I am here for studying
[04:33.45]To get into the ivy leagues and chase after my dreams
[04:36.36]my family did a lot of sacrificing just for me
[04:39.21]to chase my dreams and to be whoever I wanna be