最初的我（Cover 幼稚园杀手） - 童希垚

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[00:22.26]最初的我想要的一切已经无法实现
[00:25.00]我输给了自己
[00:26.03]也失去了热情还有时间
[00:27.66]尽管人们都挣扎在梦想和现实之间
[00:30.22]黑暗总围绕着我们在黎明到来之前
[00:32.90]满怀着希望整装待发
[00:34.06]却被这个世界所冷落
[00:35.66]每个人都要学会
[00:36.77]如何一个人承受这份冷漠
[00:38.37]只是在我心里面
[00:39.26]还有留给自我的一份承诺
[00:41.08]告诉我要抬起头来
[00:42.09]无论怎样的结果你都要振作
[00:43.74]没有人会注意到我的存在
[00:45.11]就算时光静止
[00:46.36]也许那颗流星的闪耀
[00:47.51]只属于自己直到生命停止
[00:49.07]谁都走过坎坷的路
[00:50.04]也有过了难以解答的困惑
[00:51.69]一颗不服输的心在燃烧
[00:52.87]尽管表面表现得沉默
[00:54.47]我们消失在人海
[00:55.79]都有着被遗忘的身份
[00:57.08]每天重复着同样的故事
[00:58.32]为了活着那就叫做生存
[00:59.78]当你向挫折认输低下了头
[01:00.88]心也会就此逐渐地沉沦
[01:02.30]内心当初那响亮的声音
[01:03.87]也开始因此而深沉
[01:04.81]Because of you
[01:06.00]I never stray too far from the sidewalk
[01:09.94]Because of you
[01:11.21]I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
[01:15.33]Because of you
[01:16.66]I find it hard to trust not only me but everyone around me
[01:21.01]Because of you
[01:23.59]I am afraid
[01:27.12]我们总是经不住考验
[01:28.25]所以需要被励志
[01:29.55]也常常不明白
[01:30.59]命运带给我们磨难要表达的意思
[01:32.13]向往安逸的人们总怀念着过去
[01:33.38]渴望能够重返昔日
[01:35.05]时间是一条永不回头的河流
[01:36.02]不断地向着未来疾驰
[01:37.75]生活的变数就仿佛天空中
[01:39.10]那变幻无常的气候
[01:40.32]也许痛苦它才将会
[01:41.57]成为我继续这么活下去的理由
[01:43.18]在那些无助的日子里
[01:44.18]依靠着信仰活着虔诚地祈求
[01:46.07]直到坚信着彩虹
[01:46.94]一定会出现在这场暴风雨后
[01:48.92]我们都曾是那样天真的孩子
[01:50.28]一张张绘着蓝图的白纸
[01:51.65]成长的烦恼和面临的麻烦
[01:53.00]有着凶猛的来势
[01:54.22]不被承认的压抑和躁动的情绪
[01:55.83]造就了我对外界的排斥
[01:57.14]不必浪费时间留恋着过去
[01:58.58]因为结束也象征着开始
[01:59.97]当我拥有独自的空间
[02:01.01]忍不住各种幻想陷入了恐惧
[02:02.54]原来那难以克制肆意蔓延的思维
[02:03.83]才是自杀的凶器
[02:05.26]忍受着没人理解的折磨
[02:06.54]和人产生了无形的隔膜
[02:07.96]寂寞它侵袭着我
[02:08.98]就像海啸一般淹没了最初的我
[02:10.21]Because of you
[02:11.95]I never stray too far from the sidewalk
[02:15.00]Because of you
[02:16.30]I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
[02:20.33]Because of you
[02:21.65]I find it hard to trust not only me but everyone around me
[02:26.18]Because of you
[02:28.75]I am afraid
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