Hate Myself - NF

[00:00.000] 作词 : Nate Feuerstein/Tommee Profitt
[00:00.038] 作曲 : Nate Feuerstein/Tommee Profitt
[00:00.76]I don't see you like I should
[00:05.03]You look so misunderstood
[00:09.88]And I wish I could help
[00:13.39]But it's hard when I hate myself
[00:16.85]Pray to God with my arms open
[00:20.86]If this is it, then I feel hopeless
[00:25.33]And I wish I could help
[00:29.62]But it's hard when I hate myself
[00:32.42]Yeah, late nights are the worst for me
[00:33.87]They bring out the worst in me
[00:35.20]Mind runnin', got me feelin' like it hurts to think
[00:37.17]If this is all that I wanted, I don't want it, gotta be more for me
[00:39.59]All the core beliefs
[00:40.67]And every mornin' I wake up and feel like
[00:42.39]I am not worth it 'cause I'm at war with peace
[00:43.79]I go to Hell, walk up to the corpse of me
[00:45.70]Look at the body like, "You ain't nothin' but poor and weak"
[00:47.78]It's kinda weird
[00:48.58]Lately I been feelin' like the only way for me
[00:50.29]To get away is if I pour the drink
[00:51.74]That's more deceit, more defeat
[00:53.08]Is this really what I'm born to be?
[00:54.57]That's what you get for thinkin' you're unique
[00:56.34]So poor, but I'm so wealthy
[00:57.73]Need help, but you can't help me
[00:59.27]What else can the world sell me?
[01:00.85]Tell me lies, I still buy 'em like they're goin' outta stock
[01:03.42]But it's not healthy
[01:04.40]I don't see you like I should
[01:08.75]You look so misunderstood
[01:13.91]And I wish I could help
[01:17.65]But it's hard when I hate myself
[01:20.71]Pray to God with my arms open
[01:24.90]If this is it, then I feel hopeless
[01:28.83]And I wish I could help
[01:33.85]But it's hard when I hate myself
[01:36.34]Yeah, late nights get the best of me
[01:37.78]They know how to get to me
[01:39.15]Suicide thoughts come and go like a guest to me
[01:41.57]But I don't wanna die, I just wanna get relief
[01:43.73]So don't talk to me like you think I'm so successful
[01:45.69]What is success when hope has left you?
[01:47.86]I am not a spokesman, I'm a broken record
[01:49.71]I'm sick of doin' interviews 'cause I hate myself, agh!
[01:52.18]Come across like it's so easy
[01:53.75]But I feel like you don't need me
[01:55.23]When I feel like you don't need me
[01:56.65]Then I feel like you don't see me
[01:58.23]And my life has no meaning, drain me
[02:00.25]Hands out, tryna ask for love
[02:01.80]But when I get it, I just pass it up
[02:03.22]Throw it away and think about it later
[02:04.67]Diggin' through the trash for drugs
[02:05.97]Wish I could give you what you needed, but I can't
[02:07.52]I'm scared because
[02:08.34]I don't see you like I should
[02:13.02]You look so misunderstood
[02:17.80]And I wish I could help
[02:21.43]But it's hard when I hate myself
[02:24.53]Pray to God with my arms open
[02:28.95]If this is it, then I feel hopeless
[02:32.86]And I wish I could help
[02:37.70]But it's hard when I hate myself
[02:40.53]I walk through the ashes of my passions
[02:42.37]Reminiscin' with the baggage in my casket
[02:44.20]Get lost in the questions I can't answer
[02:46.17]Can't stand who I am, but it don't matter
[02:48.23]We scream to be free, but I stay captured
[02:50.21]Knee-deep in defeat of my own actions
[02:52.22]Feel weak, but the peace that I keep lacking
[02:54.22]Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it
[02:59.25]But I can't have it
[03:01.71]Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it
[03:06.36]But I can't have it
[03:10.18]Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it
[03:12.44]I don't see you like I should
[03:16.93]You look so misunderstood
[03:21.58]And I wish I could help
[03:25.56]But it's hard when I hate myself
[03:28.58]Pray to God with my arms open
[03:32.86]If this is it, then I feel hopeless
[03:36.87]And I wish I could help
[03:41.55]But it's hard when I hate myself
[03:46.63]Hate myself
[03:48.96]But it's hard when I hate myself
[03:54.17]Hate myself
[03:56.71]But it's hard when I hate myself
[04:00.89]When I hate myself
[04:04.97]It's kinda hard when I hate myself
[04:10.87]I hate myself
[04:13.47]It's hard when I hate myself