Ben Cocks-So Cold（Jason Todd remix） - Jason Todd

[00:00.000] 作词 : Jason Todd
[00:01.000] 作曲 : Jason Todd
[00:12.173]Oh,you can't hear me cry
[00:15.923]See my dreams all die
[00:19.174]From where you're standing
[00:22.673]On your own
[00:24.922]It's so quiet here
[00:27.923]And I feel so cold
[00:31.171]This house no longer
[00:34.672]Feels like home
[00:48.172]What if someone just pop into your head
[00:50.921]Tell you that your life is nothing
[00:52.422]Fore you get you forbear
[00:53.421]Stare at your memories until he ask you
[00:55.602]Are they souvenir
[00:56.852]What you gonna answer
[00:57.853]For me to think back is super fear
[01:00.352]Flipping the paper see how many rhythms I've written
[01:02.851]Forbidden mind grows more bitter
[01:04.270]Until I get more than I can't suffer
[01:06.519]Hope god to answer
[01:07.269]But I guess Jesus is stubborn
[01:08.769]Like my parents they couldn't understand why I get so depressed
[01:12.269]So along the way of the lonely journey
[01:14.269]On the way I'm lonely
[01:15.517]Do they know me
[01:16.269]I've been battled with doubts slather days
[01:18.267]But there's someone who cared for me
[01:20.019]I don't get the point like
[01:21.019]I was mind-blind
[01:22.018]Suicidal thoughts like lamplight
[01:23.269]In a dark night
[01:24.267]But she've been giving me the confidence to pick me up
[01:26.768]But I just blown it
[01:28.018]Self-destruction ****s me up and drags her out and
[01:30.268]I wish I could came up with a ****ing better way
[01:33.268]But things have settled I can't change it
[01:35.018]It's so ****ing cold out here
[01:36.188]Oh,you can't hear me cry
[01:39.938]See my dreams all die
[01:43.187]From where you're standing
[01:46.686]On your own
[01:48.937]It's so quiet here
[01:51.937]And I feel so cold
[01:55.187]This house no longer
[01:58.687]Feels like home
[02:12.185]Back in the day when
[02:12.935]Fore I was born and
[02:13.686]Forbidden food I
[02:14.435]They should've known that
[02:15.185]How could I hate them
[02:15.854]**** up my own life
[02:16.604]Shit Just happened
[02:17.354]I wouldn't tell it
[02:18.104]Locked on my own side
[02:18.854]Gun to my temple
[02:19.854]Life could be better
[02:20.604]Thinkin' about it
[02:21.103]Simply doubt it
[02:21.854]I was on a wrong moon【I was on a wrong mood】
[02:22.854]So nobody could wander【So nobody could wonder】
[02:25.604]There's simply nothing to talk about
[02:27.104]Eighteen years feels like blown around
[02:28.604]The only thing that is significant
[02:30.104]Is when I took those pills and the benifit
[02:31.604]I started to see those circumstances
[02:33.103]After I woke up on a sickbed
[02:34.603]Maybe I live to see them realize
[02:36.104]But I guess it's my dream
[02:37.603]As a man of living it's my wish
[02:39.103]Wanna be rapper got no Dre
[02:40.353]To hell with critics to your own trait
[02:42.103]Cuz obstacles got your dream killed
[02:43.603]Not your upbeat rotten attitude
[02:45.103]You can hate yourself like you always do
[02:46.353]But you can't lie to you that you're feeling good
[02:48.103]Everyone's depressed
[02:49.352]Everybody's looking for an axe
[02:51.281]Either hew a way out
[02:52.204]Or put up a way down to hell I guess
[02:54.121]Being regarded as someone who they never were
[02:56.122]Until they stayed behind the curtain
[02:57.621]I'm crwaling out
[02:58.550]Don't care about the cold even if
[03:00.301]Oh,you can't hear me cry
[03:03.799]See my dreams all die
[03:07.300]From where you're standing
[03:10.717]On your own
[03:12.966]It's so quiet here
[03:15.966]And I feel so cold
[03:19.466]This house no longer
[03:22.715]Feels like home