Drowning - Sik World

[00:00.000] 作词 : Jonathon Quiles
[00:01.000] 作曲 : Jonathon Quiles
[00:14.620]Yeah, I wish I can numb this pain
[00:16.363]I thought by now I won't complain
[00:17.615]I got the cash with half the fame
[00:19.113]Lost half my heart and kept the veins
[00:20.368]We had our spark and lost our flame
[00:21.866]I tried to talk, had none to say
[00:23.118]I want the love, you never gave
[00:24.616]Was hurting me your only aim
[00:25.860]You shot my heart, I bled out hate
[00:27.112]'Cause though you left, the trauma stayed
[00:29.108]I wish the past, would go away
[00:30.119]But I guess gotta live with it
[00:31.617]Times changed, I don't feel different
[00:32.860]Despite the hurdles in my life I kept my vision alive
[00:34.358]I had no one on my side, yet I still did it
[00:37.565]I'm missing thе old me, talking pre-deprеssion
[00:40.061]Where I felt alive and I had a connection
[00:42.058]Now I'm dead inside 'cause I lost my direction
[00:43.812]I don't put my wall down for my own protection
[00:45.809]And I'm tired of people using me
[00:47.308]People lie, what do you believe?
[00:48.560]I know people see the truth in me
[00:49.815]And I know one day you will see
[00:51.312]That being true was a tool for me
[00:52.311]I be sticking to myself
[00:53.310]I don't need nobody else
[00:55.306]Just relief from this trauma that keeps on ruining me
[00:56.816]'Cause lately I'm losing sleep
[00:58.314]And nobody's getting through to me
[00:59.312]It's 'cause it
[01:00.564]Feels like I'm losing sleep
[01:02.306]I want my mind at ease
[01:04.059]Feels like I'm losing me
[01:06.056]I wanna find relief
[01:07.811]Feels like I need to breath
[01:10.061]I think I'm in too deep, now
[01:14.566]I'm drowning in my thoughts
[01:17.561]Drowning, by myself
[01:21.812]I'm drowning, I need help
[01:25.307]I'm drowning, they can't tell
[01:28.313]I'm drowning, oh
[01:37.312]I'm still here and still driven
[01:38.808]People see me as a meal ticket
[01:40.306]They get nothing, they can deal with it
[01:41.560]I guess me and them were built different
[01:43.056]I work for whatever I'm given
[01:45.065]I been living inside of my room since I was fifteen
[01:46.808]Making a bunch a songs hoping somebody gets me
[01:48.805]I always felt alone and the feeling is sickening
[01:50.556]When your expressing your pain and no one is listening
[01:52.566]And life's hard to manage
[01:54.308]I feel like I have a disadvantage
[01:56.059]Since my childhood left me hella damaged
[01:57.814]I don't know love because I never had it
[01:59.812]Every relationship I'm in never lasted
[02:01.562]Only toxic woman was all I attracted
[02:03.560]I continuously fear having attachments
[02:05.556]Honestly, it was really hard getting past it
[02:08.064]But, it is what it is, you get what you give
[02:10.805]I wish I learned quicker, look, I probably did
[02:12.316]Just didn't accept it
[02:14.554]Inside of my mind is where my demons roam
[02:16.308]I try to hide 'cause they won't leave me alone
[02:18.060]I overthink all of my mistakes on my own
[02:20.315]I don't know where to go, it's 'cause it
[02:22.311]Feels like I'm losing sleep
[02:23.809]I want my mind at ease
[02:25.561]Feels like I'm losing me
[02:27.557]I wanna find relief
[02:29.313]Feels like I need to breath
[02:32.807]I think I'm in too deep, now
[02:35.315]I'm drowning in my thoughts
[02:38.809]Drowning, by myself
[02:42.815]I'm drowning, I need help
[02:46.308]I'm drowning, they can't tell
[02:49.305]I'm drowning, oh