Better Alone - Sik World

[00:00.000] 作词 : Jonathon Quiles
[00:01.000] 作曲 : Jonathon Quiles
[00:10.566]Yeah, depression is my enemy,feel I'm forever stuck with it
[00:14.537]Outsiders looking in can't see I'm mentally struggling
[00:17.463]So much on my plate, there's multiple things that I'm juggling
[00:20.388]It all comes in waves,let my ship sink because I'm done with this
[00:23.523]Hate my stupid ass ex, cuz I don't know how to trust again
[00:26.344]My self worth is crumbling, try to walk but I'm stumbling
[00:29.166]They ask how I feel, I fight the tears, then I start stuttering
[00:32.091]I'm a keep it real, felt this for years, and I'm still Still suffering, damn
[00:36.166]Someone tell me where's the day went
[00:37.943]All on my phone, wow, this is how my days spent
[00:40.868]Wasted all this time and I can't get it back but
[00:43.690]I'll push it aside cuz I'll break down and snap,I
[00:46.615]Hate the way I feel, there's gotta be a better me
[00:49.646]Cuz all of this pain, people get a lesser me
[00:52.362]These demons taunt me daily, they always get the best of me
[00:55.393]I wish they die a slow death and don't rest in peace, yeah
[00:59.990]Thought I'd be better alone
[01:02.184]Still tryna find somewhere to go
[01:05.110]I been stuck on this road
[01:10.544]So alone, by myself
[01:13.574]Look around, there's no one else
[01:16.395]I'm alone, I'm alone, I'm alone lone
[01:21.724]Yeah, I miss my daughter every single day
[01:24.336]Me and her mom had went our separate ways
[01:26.531]And that's okay, cuz we were hella toxic
[01:28.829]But we're cool, happy and well
[01:30.501]But I just hate sharing you
[01:31.755]Half a week hurts me like hell
[01:33.322]I hate being without you
[01:34.576]I keep thinking about you
[01:36.144]This separations killing me
[01:37.397]I'm in-completed without you
[01:38.860]You're daddy's baby, you're my princess
[01:40.532]If you need something, I'm a get it
[01:42.100]**** the cost, kuz ima spend it
[01:43.458]Here forever don't forget it, damn
[01:46.384]I refrain from being vulnerable
[01:48.264]Cuz when I do, I break down and get emotional
[01:50.981]The PTSD strikes, it hurts the most
[01:53.071]And when I do, I lose my top, like a convertible
[01:55.474]Every song I do is personal
[01:56.833]This feelings horrible, I wish I could just escape it
[01:59.654]Waking up gasping for air, I drown in my self hatred
[02:02.684]I hope that god has a plan at the end of what I'm going thru
[02:05.610]Cuz I don't have nobody I can turn to, I just know I
[02:10.207]Thought I'd be better alone
[02:12.402]Still tryna find somewhere to go
[02:15.223]I been stuck on this road
[02:20.761]So alone, by myself
[02:23.373]Look around, there's no one else
[02:26.612]I'm alone, I'm alone, I'm alone lone