Popular Monster - TSE.

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[00:00.930]Yeah
[00:05.690]I wake up every morning with my head up in a daze
[00:08.380]I'm not sure if I should say this, ****, I'll say it anyway
[00:11.170]Everybody tries to tell me that I'm going through a phase
[00:14.050]I don't know if it's a phase, I just wanna feel okay, yeah
[00:17.420]I battle with depression, but the question still remains
[00:20.000]Is this post-traumatic stressing or am I suppressing rage?
[00:22.840]And my doctor tries to tell me that I'm going through a phase
[00:25.730]Yeah, it's not a ****ing phase, I just wanna feel okay, okay
[00:29.410]Yeah, I struggle with this bullshit every day
[00:31.510]And it's probably 'cause my demons simultaneously rage
[00:34.340]And it obliterates me, disintegrates me, annihilates me
[00:39.230]'Cause I'm about to break down, searching for a way out
[00:44.740]I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer,
[00:49.200]I'm a popular, popular monster
[00:52.420]I break down, falling into love now with falling apart
[01:00.910]I'm a popular, popular monster
[01:08.410]I think I'm going nowhere like a rat trapped in a maze
[01:12.660]Every wall that I knocked down is just a wall that I replace
[01:15.220]I'm in a race against myself, I try to keep a steady pace
[01:18.000]How the **** will I escape if I never close my case?
[01:20.980]Oh my God, I keep on stressing, every second that I waste
[01:23.810]Is another second sooner to a blessing I won't take
[01:26.770]But my therapist will tell me that I'm going through a stage
[01:29.770]Yeah, it's not a ****ing stage, I just wanna feel okay, okay
[01:33.480]Mother****er, now you got my attention
[01:35.460]I need to change a couple things 'cause something is missing
[01:38.320]And what if I were to lie? Tell you everything is fine
[01:41.330]Every single ****ing day
[01:42.680]I get closer to the grave, I am terrified
[01:45.410]I fell asleep at the wheel again
[01:47.710]Crashed my car just to feel again
[01:50.490]It obliterates me, disintegrates me, annihilates me
[01:54.870]'Cause I'm about to break down, searching for a way out
[02:00.520]I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer,
[02:04.850]I'm a popular, popular monster
[02:08.030]I break down, falling into love now with falling apart
[02:16.470]I'm a popular, popular ****ing monster
[02:19.850]Yeah, here we go again, mother****er, oh
[02:30.590]We're sick and tired of wondering
[02:33.640]Praying to a god that you don't believe
[02:36.850]We're searching for the truth in the lost and found
[02:39.680]So the question I ask is, oh, where the **** is your god now?
[02:54.360]'Cause I'm about to break down, searching for a way out
[03:00.190]I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer,
[03:04.360]I'm a popular, popular monster
[03:07.690]I break down, falling into love now with falling apart
[03:16.290]I'm a popular, popular monster
[03:24.980]I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer,
[03:27.840]I'm a popular, popular monster
[03:31.667]"Popular Monster" Cover by: 東晟
[03:32.378]和声：東晟、ok凡
[03:33.319]录音：東晟、ok凡
[03:34.103]混音：東晟