this is me trying - Taylor Swift

[00:00.0]this is me trying (the long pond studio sessions) - Taylor Swift
[00:02.36]Written by：Taylor Swift/Jack Antonoff
[00:03.09]Produced by：Jack Antonoff/Taylor Swift
[00:03.8]Recorded by：aura Sisk at the Kitty Committee Studio (Los Angeles, CA)/Jack Antonoff at Rough Customer Studio (Brooklyn, NY)/Laura Sisk and Jack Antonoff at Electric Lady Studios (New York, NY)/Conway Recording (Los Angeles, CA)
[00:05.76]Assistant Engineering by：John Rooney/Jon Sher
[00:06.66]Mixed by：Serban Ghenea at Mixstar Studios (Virginia Beach, VA)
[00:07.86]Engineered by：John Hanes
[00:08.49]Mastered by：Randy Merrill at Sterling Sound (New York, NY)
[00:09.79]Live Drum,Percussion,Programming,Electric Guitars,Keyboard,Organ,Bass,Background Vocals by：Jack Antonoff at Rough Customer Studio (Brooklyn, NY)/Electric Lady Studios (New York, NY)/Conway Recording (Los Angeles, CA)
[00:13.36]Saxophones,Keyboards by：Evan Smith at Pleasure Hill Recording (Portland, ME)
[00:14.97]Strings by：Bobby Hawk
[00:15.8]Recorded by：Lorenzo Wolff at Restoration Sound (Brooklyn, NY)
[00:17.12]? 2020 TASRM Publishing administered by：Songs Of Universal Inc. (BMI) Sony/ATV Songs LLC / Ducky Donath Music (BMI)
[00:19.26]All Rights Reserved. Used By Permission.
[00:47.37]I've been having a hard time adjusting I had the shiniest wheels
[00:52.78]Now they're rusting
[00:54.39]I didn't know if you'd care if I came back I have a lot of regrets about that
[01:01.52]Pulled the car off the road to the lookout
[01:05.23]Could've followed my fears all the way down
[01:08.65]And maybe I don't quite know what to say
[01:11.64]But I'm here in your doorway
[01:13.67]I just wanted you to know that this is me trying
[01:20.62]I just wanted you to know that this is me trying
[01:43.92]They told me all of my cages were mental
[01:47.29]So I got wasted like all my potential
[01:51.15]And my words shoot to kill when I'm mad I have a lot of regrets about that
[01:57.78]I was so ahead of the curve
[01:59.979996]The curve became a sphere
[02:01.75]Fell behind all my classmates and I ended up here
[02:05.45]Pouring out my heart to a stranger
[02:08.16]But I didn't pour the whiskey
[02:10.34]I just wanted you to know that this is me trying
[02:17.07]I just wanted you to know that this is me trying
[02:24.57]At least I'm trying
[02:39.91]And it's hard to be at a party
[02:42.07]When I feel like an open wound
[02:44.08]It's hard to be anywhere these days
[02:46.14]When all I want is you
[02:47.64]You're a flashback in a film ree
[02:49.76]On the one screen in my town
[02:52.38]And I just wanted you to know that this is me trying
[02:59.5]I just wanted you to know that this is me trying
[03:06.97]At least I'm trying