Hope of Morning - Nightcore

[00:00.0]Hope of Morning (早晨的希望) - Nightcore
[00:12.88]My mind's a kaleidoscope it thinks too fast
[00:14.54]Blurs all the colors' til I can't see past
[00:16.06]The last mistake the choice I made
[00:17.56]Staring in the mirror with myself to blame
[00:19.05]Sometimes I'm afraid of the thoughts inside
[00:20.46]Nowhere to hide inside my mind
[00:22.02]I'm scared that you'll compare and
[00:23.3]I'll look a lifetime past repair
[00:25.08]I second guess myself to death
[00:26.62]I resolicit every step
[00:28.24]What if my words are meaningless
[00:29.79]What if my heart's misleading this
[00:31.34]I try to capture every moment as it comes to me
[00:34.05]Bottle up the memories and let them keep me company
[00:42.46]When the hope of morning starts to fade in me
[00:48.59]I don't dare let darkness have its way with me
[00:54.6]And the hope of morning makes me worth the fight
[01:01.43]I will not be giving in tonight
[01:08.86]When I'm old and grey or thirty
[01:10.35]Or whatever happens first
[01:11.78]I'll need you to reassure me I didn't waste a verse
[01:15.07]Or worse what if my life's work is reduced to just myself
[01:18.06]Like never let you get a word in
[01:19.36]While I dissect my mental health
[01:21.13]Or lack thereof whatever there's too many things to track
[01:24.16]I really can't remember if I'm insane or insomniac
[01:27.16]Now days all the kids want crazy wanna diagnose themselves
[01:30.35]Trade up made up epidemics
[01:31.729996]Pass around prescription pills
[01:33.259995]But my disorder can't be cured
[01:34.71]By a bottle blade or dose
[01:36.31]Selfdisgust and selfishness tend to hold me awfully close
[01:39.509995]But I don't wanna let you see that
[01:40.97]I don't want my friends to know
[01:42.31]Selfdisgust and selfishness take me everywhere I go
[01:45.46]When the hope of morning starts to fade in me
[01:51.16]I don't dare let darkness have its way with me
[01:57.16]And the hope of morning makes me worth the fight
[02:03.99]I will not be giving in tonight
[02:10.52]Try as I might to keep it together
[02:13.11]Why is recovery taking forever
[02:16.2]Fool the whole world just until I get better
[02:19.19]I'm terrified I'll be faking forever
[02:22.61]Faking forever
[02:23.91]On and on I wonder what went wrong inside my head
[02:26.7]I don't have to have the answers but tonight I wish I did
[02:29.86]All the pain I can't explain away won't fade
[02:33.11]All the the secrets silenced by the shame
[02:35.18]Don't make me say it
[02:36.70999]Don't make me say it
[02:38.11]Don't make me say it
[02:39.7]Don't make me say it
[02:42.78]Don't make me say it
[02:44.34]Don't make me say it
[02:45.86]Don't make me say it
[02:47.57]When the hope of morning starts to fade in me
[02:53.74]I don't dare let darkness have its way with me
[02:59.86]And the hope of morning makes me worth the fight
[03:06.5]I will not be giving in tonight