Depression - Dax

[00:00.000] 作词 : Daniel Nwosu Jr.
[00:01.000] 作曲 : Daniel Nwosu Jr.
[00:22.818] I can't find myself, mm
[00:25.778] I get lost inside my brain
[00:28.634] I think I might need help, mm
[00:31.628] But I pushed all of 'em away
[00:34.535] I took the cards they dealt
[00:37.486] And there's nothin' I can change
[00:40.514] So when I'm by myself
[00:43.412] I just pray for brighter days
[00:47.015]
[00:47.680] Sometimes I sit and I reminisce 'bout the good times
[00:52.014] Wish I could get those back
[00:53.565] I keep on runnin' these races that go in my mind
[00:57.280] And they go on these tracks
[00:59.375] I'm not ready to erase all my memories, mm
[01:05.162] I fight depression and I let it get the best of me
[01:09.750] Now therе's nowhere to run, nowherе to go
[01:13.185] Look around, there's liquor bottles all on the floor
[01:15.916] Fillin' up the space inside my heart and my home
[01:18.834] Drownin' out these thoughts until they leave me alone
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[01:21.897] I can't find myself, mm
[01:25.020] I get lost inside my brain
[01:27.985] I think I might need help, mm
[01:30.851] But I pushed all of 'em away
[01:33.743] I took the cards they dealt
[01:36.834] And there's nothin' I can change
[01:39.729] So when I'm by myself
[01:42.674] I just pray for brighter days
[01:44.511]
[01:45.518] These thoughts are drainin' all my energy, mm
[01:48.507] I try to tell 'em to God, they said I'm goin' insane
[01:51.558] And then they recommended therapy, mm
[01:54.212] And I go and talk to a man who's gettin' paid to explain
[01:57.158] He started sayin' that the chemical imbalance is the reason that my brain
[02:00.872] Ain't connectin' to accomplishments associated with movin' on
[02:04.252] In life and passive things in life my heart cannot contain
[02:06.921] So the happiness won't sustain
[02:09.113] And he read me my options, mm
[02:11.955] He said "Here goes a pill, only take two, eat a meal"
[02:14.940] And they don't know how I feel
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[02:21.122] I can't find myself, mm (Can't find myself)
[02:24.149] I get lost inside my brain
[02:27.106] I think I might need help, mm (Think I might need help)
[02:30.176] But I pushed all of 'em away
[02:32.930] I took the cards they dealt (Took the cards they dealt)
[02:36.048] And there's nothin' I can change
[02:38.869] So when I'm by myself (When I'm by myself)
[02:41.939] I just pray for brighter days
[02:44.690]
[02:46.063] Should I drown all these thoughts, or should I leave 'em to float?
[02:48.912] I got all of my flaws livin' inside of this boat
[02:52.047] I've been anchored in pain, the weight is makin' me choke
[02:54.978] It's gettin' harder to breathe, it's pullin' right at my throat
[02:57.977] I've been hopin' for change, but don't know how to restart
[03:00.751] They say you ain't a man when you're exposin' your heart
[03:03.777] Then they say you insane until it tears you apart
[03:06.806] And then it cuts you so deep and they can tell by the scars
[03:09.746] We can only see change when we accept who we are
[03:12.709] Try to run from the shame and you will never get far
[03:15.697] Don't you bottle the pain and live your life in the dark
[03:18.612] You're meant to break from those chains and shine as bright as a star
[03:21.631] Don't you ever tell yourself that your depression
[03:23.727] Is the reason you won't make it or that happiness is not in your cards
[03:27.422] With our God, you can beat all the odds
[03:29.768] Keep your faith and you'll never be lost and say
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[03:32.345] I can't find myself, mm
[03:35.298] I get lost inside my brain
[03:38.116] I think I might need help, mm (I think I might need help)
[03:41.272] But I pushed all of 'em away (I pushed all of them away)
[03:44.071] I took the cards they dealt
[03:47.247] And there's nothin' I can change
[03:50.003] So when I'm by myself
[03:52.900] I just pray for brighter days