7 Years Old - Inxidy

[00:00.14]7 Years Old (Remix) - Inxidy
[00:01.39]Written by：Sabastian Cole Stratman
[00:05.03]Is there anybody that I can trust
[00:06.77]My mama leaving me in selfish lust
[00:08.65]Now I am the one who has to deal with the cuts
[00:10.6]I'm trying to figure out a way
[00:11.73]Somehow I can make this just
[00:12.94]If she didn't want me why did you let him bust
[00:15.1]I was a baby maybe a couple of months
[00:17.4]Now I'm little boy building his life up with clay
[00:19.55]Walk around school and my eyes turn grey
[00:21.47]Why am I crediting her she didn't want me anyway
[00:23.73]She missed out on flying a kites
[00:25.32]She missed out on teaching me how to ride a bike
[00:27.21]How did she feel did I ever I cross his mind
[00:29.3]I grew up and got stuck up
[00:31.06]Middle finger up
[00:31.77]And I guess that's what lead me to cuss
[00:33.28]I am sorry dad I know that is not want you want
[00:36.68]You did what you could and I realize that now
[00:38.86]Dad I love you and I really hope your proud
[00:40.77]And thank you for always being around
[00:42.92]Even if the whole world had you hell bound
[00:45.22]Somehow how even if you did leave
[00:47.3]I'd want my last words to be
[00:49.41]It's always just you and me
[00:52.71]I'm tired of thinking that this life is it
[00:54.93]I'm tired of being surrounded by hopelessness
[00:56.75]I've felt this way since 7 years old
[00:58.72]When my step mom left me on a rope
[01:00.54]It's not like my real mah didn't leave me to choke
[01:02.46]Not a single word she spoke
[01:04.31]And I feel like nobody cares yo
[01:06.28]I'm tired of taking the weight of everybody
[01:07.69]But it's hard to bear
[01:09.13]I wish there was a day where nobody tears
[01:11.03]Wish we could put away all of our fears
[01:13.12]Leave them aside
[01:14.06]And repair what was damaged and left behind
[01:15.99]I wish I wasn't pushed away just
[01:17.12]Because I have a different mind
[01:18.5]I wish everybody could just be alright
[01:20.33]Just for a day
[01:24.47]Calling out others and accusing them of fake
[01:26.58]This society is getting really hard to take
[01:28.4]I don't mean to be blunt
[01:29.44]But this world needs to shut up
[01:31.17]And there's pain we need to confront
[01:33.07]I don't need money or power or even fame
[01:35.34]I just want people to remember my name
[01:37.05]He's the one that didn't play the game
[01:38.45]He is the one that rose and became great
[01:40.92]Through the depression that kid is a saint
[01:44.79]How many people he helped relate
[01:46.97]He opened the gate for the kids
[01:48.42]Who felt over or under weight
[01:49.96]The kids that had parents that left abandonment
[01:53.58]The kid that stood up and said hey
[01:55.18]I'm still standing man