this is me trying - Taylor Swift

[00:00.0]this is me trying - Taylor Swift
[00:02.05]Written by：Taylor Swift/Jack Antonoff
[00:02.76]Produced by：Jack Antonoff/Taylor Swift
[00:03.48]Recorded by：aura Sisk at the Kitty Committee Studio (Los Angeles, CA)/Jack Antonoff at Rough Customer Studio (Brooklyn, NY)/Laura Sisk and Jack Antonoff at Electric Lady Studios (New York, NY)/Conway Recording (Los Angeles, CA)
[00:05.44]Assistant Engineering by：John Rooney/Jon Sher
[00:06.47]Mixed by：Serban Ghenea at Mixstar Studios (Virginia Beach, VA)
[00:07.64]Engineered by：John Hanes
[00:08.27]Mastered by：Randy Merrill at Sterling Sound (New York, NY)
[00:09.47]Live Drum,Percussion,Programming,Electric Guitars,Keyboard,Organ,Bass,Background Vocals by：Jack Antonoff at Rough Customer Studio (Brooklyn, NY)/Electric Lady Studios (New York, NY)/Conway Recording (Los Angeles, CA)
[00:12.76]Saxophones,Keyboards by：Evan Smith at Pleasure Hill Recording (Portland, ME)
[00:14.28]Strings by：Bobby Hawk
[00:14.88]Recorded by：Lorenzo Wolff at Restoration Sound (Brooklyn, NY)
[00:16.1]? 2020 TASRM Publishing administered by：Songs Of Universal Inc. (BMI) Sony/ATV Songs LLC / Ducky Donath Music (BMI)
[00:18.35]All Rights Reserved. Used By Permission.
[00:29.1]I've been having a hard time adjusting I had the shiniest wheels
[00:34.33]Now they're rusting
[00:35.98]I didn't know if you'd care if I came back I have a lot of regrets about that
[00:43.2]Pulled the car off the road to the lookout
[00:46.61]Could've followed my fears all the way down
[00:50.18]And maybe I don't quite know what to say
[00:52.99]But I'm here in your doorway
[00:55.43]I just wanted you to know that this is me trying
[01:02.06]I just wanted you to know that this is me trying
[01:25.64]They told me all of my cages were mental
[01:29.04]So I got wasted like all my potential
[01:32.57]And my words shoot to kill when I'm mad I have a lot of regrets about that
[01:39.42]I was so ahead of the curve
[01:41.44]The curve became a sphere
[01:43.39]Fell behind all my classmates and I ended up here
[01:46.880005]Pouring out my heart to a stranger
[01:49.32]But I didn't pour the whiskey
[01:51.770004]I just wanted you to know that this is me trying
[01:58.78]I just wanted you to know that this is me trying
[02:06.35]At least I'm trying
[02:21.42]And it's hard to be at a party
[02:23.85]When I feel like an open wound
[02:25.95999]It's hard to be anywhere these days
[02:27.9]When all I want is you
[02:29.51]You're a flashback in a film ree
[02:31.37]On the one screen in my town
[02:33.93]And I just wanted you to know that this is me trying
[02:41.22]I just wanted you to know that this is me trying
[02:48.55]At least I'm trying