沉思录 - 智慧孤独旅行社

[00:00.000] 作词 : 贺耀炜
[00:01.000] 作曲 : 贺耀炜
[00:02.406]作词：贺耀炜
[00:03.655]作曲：贺耀炜
[00:04.657]
[00:05.406]采样来自付晓婧的信
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[00:10.656]Let do ths shit
[00:13.407]Let me do ths shit again
[00:18.657]重新拿起笔的孩子这回必须卡上拍子才能不被他们瞧不起
[00:24.656]我把脚步放在自己开辟的小路上它得靠我流血长出去才能不被拿来和瞎子比
[00:25.157]Shit
[00:26.406]How else I make it ths far
[00:27.906]I mean ths shit hard
[00:28.406]To adhere
[00:29.906]To get there
[00:30.656]It took a long bloody way
[00:33.157]I kill somebody like it's nobody do dat
[00:35.657]I feel somebody in ma body
[00:36.655]Yeah I choose dat
[00:37.407]Can't lose dat
[00:39.406]The lonely nights demons want me cry
[00:40.906]Choke ma throat another **** again
[00:42.406]But I know it gon be fine
[00:45.656]尽管又被噩梦强迫起床我怀疑自己的创作
[00:48.407]是否早已背离了理想只剩下猜忌我无知的惶惑
[00:49.406]还是噩梦
[00:51.657]我努力睡着的伤口还在作痛
[00:54.657]我又一次惊醒都分不清楚清醒还是做梦
[00:57.657]分布 在每个角落 我甚至和自己交错
[01:00.656]那 恍若隔世般的感觉如何降落
[01:04.156]这是无比残缺 逐渐 生疏了呼吸的环节浮现
[01:06.656]在我眼前的是曾经的目的和幻觉
[01:09.906]我还是没忘跟你发的誓言和吹得牛逼
[01:12.907]我还在使劲实现虽然没人跟我投机
[01:13.406]But yet
[01:14.406]I make a progress
[01:15.906]有人认可我的的作品
[01:18.907]播放量也慢慢增长那感觉真她妈的过瘾
[01:20.907]说唱像写缓慢成长的故事
[01:21.597]How else I make it ths far
[01:23.846]How else I make it ths far
[01:24.847]
[01:27.346]你要坚持自己的想法 看法
[01:30.846]你有焦虑不安 说明你还是在意外界眼光
[01:33.847]但它不能决定一切 而你
[01:35.097]也不够坚定
[01:38.097]我之前说你不够有自己的状态
[01:42.347]我认为你应该长期处在对你的说唱满怀热情的时候
[01:44.596]就像你发歌那段时间
[01:47.597]坚定自己 便不会有那么多的其它想法
[01:49.596]
[01:50.847]Music ma fresh n blood
[01:52.597]It got ma stress n love
[01:53.847]I've written down some trash
[01:55.597]Now I put tha trash on truck
[01:58.596]把它一起带走 所有的过去就像Bible
[02:01.346]它时刻警示我就像我这首歌的开头
[02:04.596]拿起笔 还有麦克风 它就像我的爱
[02:05.596]Ma Dark twisted Fantasy
[02:08.347]Ma pain n ma gain n ma sins
[02:09.347]It's cleanse
[02:10.597]I lay ths shit down
[02:11.347]And do it again
[02:12.097]Do it for pain
[02:12.847]Do it for friend
[02:13.597]Do it for fam
[02:14.347]Shit
[02:15.346]I can't take ths
[02:16.597]I don't believe I made ths
[02:18.347]因为我一切都忘记了
[02:20.347]就像把我自己put in cage
[02:21.847]大概因为我透支太多思
[02:24.346]考却换来太多无知不停复制
[02:26.597]到我走到上帝门前
[02:28.847]记忆浪迹人间不断换着住址
[02:31.597]我复返追着他妄图能消除恐惧除此
[02:34.595]之外 我还在探寻爱与信仰
[02:37.847]但碍于近况 我没法解决心慌
[02:38.596]操
[02:39.847]Music ma soul n fuel
[02:42.097]I guess it only saves a chosen few
[02:43.847]From eight miles to ma room
[02:45.596]义务反顾全力反扑
[02:47.347]把伤痛埋在心底
[02:50.097]倾注全部全心全数拿好麦和新的铅笔
[02:51.847]我早就办过葬礼
[02:53.347]是为了自己
[02:55.847]是为了自私自利的我终于不再失忆
[02:59.096]忘了爱与自由的滋味剩下的一切都是束缚
[03:02.097]艰难找着出路包括灵感来源的出处
[03:05.096]生死两隔的距离如同沼泽我为何还在战斗
[03:08.097]如果有天我真的战死尸体一定没人帮我
[03:10.596]善后 生命以画下句号
[03:12.096]周围也依稀喧闹
[03:14.847]千篇一律的编造喜剧终于被人悼念了
[03:16.847]我是否找见了信仰
[03:18.098]Jesus saves me
[03:19.846]是灵魂的景象
[03:21.346]是亲吻着清唱
[03:22.847]早就把疯狂禁锢
[03:26.347]她说我是个疯子我说那是我给曾经一份信物
[03:29.347]是否已经领悟一路挺住自杀般的迷茫
[03:31.096]一定 是我的希望
[03:32.597]才让我尚未停住
[03:33.031]
[03:36.531]写作是一个训练话语组织能力的好方法
[03:38.531]我觉得你也尤其适合
[03:41.974]慢慢锻炼自己 总不会词不达意的
[03:44.225]高三的时间尤其宝贵
[03:45.421]我用我仅剩不多的脑细胞给你写下这大段话
[03:47.672]可能会有不足
[03:49.921]但我写下的希望你能认真体会
[03:52.171]我也希望能有所帮助吧