IDK If I'm a Boy - Blue Foster

[00:11.189]I don't know if i'm a boy
[00:14.187]I don't know if i'm a man
[00:17.022]I know i wanna be called pretty
[00:19.931]But I don't know if I want titties
[00:23.437]I guess I could say gender non conforming
[00:26.785]But i've done really well conforming
[00:30.072]And nonbinary doesn't have the
[00:32.832]Ring that I've been looking for
[00:36.174]I am Jake and I am foster
[00:38.838]I am something in the middle
[00:42.176]But i'm fine with both these names that i've been given
[00:48.178]I don't know if i'm reject
[00:51.487]I don't know if i'm loser
[00:54.439]But I know that i've been feeling
[00:57.435]Feminine since I was teethin'
[00:59.826]-Okay maybe not that early-
[01:00.824]I don't know if I can rock it
[01:03.431]I don't think my ass is popin'
[01:06.674]But I know that i've been breathing
[01:09.680]Different when i'm wearing makeup
[01:13.428]Maybe the never mind
[01:15.683]I was gonna undercut
[01:18.679]All of my feelings with
[01:20.175]Stupid lines about
[01:21.628]Musical theatre that’s not what i'm here for
[01:24.527]I have a tendency for irony you see
[01:28.175]Those stupid words serve to protect me
[01:31.192]But I cant figure out these stupid words
[01:34.687]I don't know if I like he or her
[01:37.672]I remember wearing my moms high heels
[01:41.179]And these pink workout sweatpants
[01:44.173]Yeah I was a little kid
[01:47.529]Who didn’t know to hide it
[01:50.187]I remember hating all my clothes and seeing
[01:53.841]Pretty girls with pretty clothes
[01:56.439]And I was envious
[02:01.024]How can I be one of those?
[02:02.681]I don't know if i'm reject
[02:05.676]I don't know if i'm loser
[02:08.685]But I know that i've been feeling
[02:11.685]Feminine since I was teethin'
[02:14.672]I don't know if I can rock it
[02:18.021]I don't think my ass is poppin'
[02:21.174]But I know that i've been breathing
[02:24.197]Different when i'm wearing makeup
[02:29.174]And I told myself
[02:31.296]Lose a little weight
[02:33.677]And you can wear anything you want
[02:41.434]And I tried to wait
[02:44.428]Until I lost enough but
[02:47.480]it never felt like it can
[02:54.195]And I told my self
[02:56.178]Lose a little weight
[02:58.675]You can dress in women’s clothes
[03:06.231]And I gained some weight
[03:09.423]Then I told myself
[03:11.678]xxxx this i am writing a song
[03:16.692]Now I know that i'm a reject
[03:20.037]My own special kinda loser
[03:22.997]But I know that i've been feeling
[03:25.879]Feminine since I was breathin'
[03:29.178]I'm not sure if I can rock it
[03:32.423]But i'm sure my ass is poppin'
[03:35.430]And I know that i've been breathing
[03:38.428]Different since I got this feeling