NF / Sasha Sloan-The Only (Demo Mix-up)（TIMEpings remix） - TIMEpings

作词 : NF/Tommee Profitt/Sasha Sloan/Henry Allen
作曲 : NF/Tommee Profitt/Sasha Sloan/Henry Allen
I can't be the only one who's lonely tonight
I can't be the only—
Yeah, does anybody feel like me?
Show of hands, I don't need a lot, I just wanna find my peace
Yeah, why you throwin' rocks, oh, you wanna kill my dreams?
Okay, tell me everything I'm not
You think I didn't know those things?
Always been a little lost and I still might be
Life's hard, but it's okay (It's okay)
Watchin' the comments feels like I'm at a court date
How could I complain
With a house like this and a car like that in the driveway?
Half of what I say
Kinda feels like a dream that I'm gonna wake from someday
Wishin' that I'd pray
A little more often and put more time into my faith
Travel in my brain, woo, might find damage and no grace
Things that I hold on to, but I won't say things that I won't let go
So I chain my soul to the heartbreak
Havin' a nice day, that's not a average in my case
Don’t like cameras in my face; glamour, it's all fake
Love my job, but it might seem odd that I'm here 'cause I hate fame
Yeah, pay my debt to me, throwin' threats at me
They can't tell, disconnectin' me, it's affectin' me
Hide that well, they'll write checks to me, but don't check on me
By myself, always questioning what comes next for me
I can't be the only—
No, I can't be the only one who's lonely tonight
No, I can't be the only—
Yeah, if you made a list of people that you trusted would you put your name down?
(Only One who's drinking 'bout myself)
Do you know who you are when you look at life and you talk about yours, do you feel proud?
(Wishing that I am somewhere else)
Are you leaving a mark, or scared to make a bad impression so you just go hide in the dark?
(Tuck in the voices in my head)
Livin' and playin' a part, knowin' regret'll come back up tomorrow
(Because at least they're listening)
That's what it does, ain't it?
Don't know what we're chasin', but we all do it
(Right here's an easy place to hide)
Just a part of life, I guess we're all foolish
Running after what we think will make us happy 'til it falls through
(I stay in bed and soap the blinds)
And then we find out later it ain't what we wanted
(Don't even know where I would go)
So we give up on it, then we pile the garbage
And we watch it grow and find a drug and numb it
(But I know that there's gotta be somebody out there)
'Til we hit the point that we can barely function
Am I motivated? Is my music dated?
Would I be the same if I was medicated?
Even therapists say I need medication
(There's gotta be somebody somewhere)
I avoid it, though, because I'm scared to take it
Am I the only one that has a loaded gun
(Who needs company)
That's full of doubts and memories to overcome?
(And needs comforting to know)
And I complain about 'em when they shoot at me
But I know truthfully I like to load 'em up and let 'em—
That's so sad to see, that's so sad to see, I need help
They talk passively, then come after me by myself
Lost that half of me, God, there has to be someone else
Don't feel bad for me, I just can't believe that I'm lonely
No, I can't be the only one who's lonely tonight
No, I can't be the only—