Foster Baby - Lil Tjay

[00:00.0]Foster Baby - Lil Tjay
[00:03.33]Lyrics by：Lil Tjay/Nikolaos Grivellas/Ryan Martínez/Joshua Isaih Parker/Pat McManus/Michael McCall
[00:06.67]Composed by：Lil Tjay/Nikolaos Grivellas/Ryan Martínez/Joshua Isaih Parker/Pat McManus/Michael McCall
[00:10.0]Produced by：IOF/G Ry/OG Parker/Boston/Pat McManus
[00:13.34]Every day day day day I used to wake up and pray
[00:16.84]Grandma was fightin' for her life in the hospital
[00:18.65]I don't wanna see her that way
[00:20.18]I done insane ain't have a thing
[00:21.95]They wanna ask momma I used to walk
[00:23.62]They used to tell me "Lil' boy get a job"
[00:25.08]Still the same on the sofa and I used to nod
[00:27.1]Come around clean come around cool
[00:28.78]Deep in the streets though that was a façade
[00:30.5]I see my momma and 'em goin' through pain
[00:32.07]It **** with my brain I put that on God
[00:33.94]We all know money can't fix all the problems
[00:35.57]I was just tryna just put 'em to end
[00:37.32]I saw a lane I can better
[00:38.39]And change what I do for a livin' and now I'm on ten
[00:41.42]At the top of my class
[00:42.61]Know that they thought it would stop in the past
[00:44.27]I got twenty mill' comin' the rest of the year
[00:46.07]Payin' six cool it gotta be glass
[00:47.73]So much won't stop me they know they can't stop me
[00:49.57]They sister and 'em got me on blast
[00:51.23]I'm on Instagram showin' off bands
[00:52.95]I don't know what to do with the cash
[00:54.63]I'ma live every day like my last nah my workin' ain't fast
[00:56.86]They would help man I'm thick in the grass
[00:58.37]Used to wake up in the crib and the crib smelt like ****
[01:00.21]**** it I might as well live in the trap
[01:01.68]I ain't never tell my fans that I was adopted
[01:03.67]But **** it I'm givin' you facts
[01:05.2]Started young but now I'm a man
[01:06.29]But I'ma keep workin' and I'ma keep givin' you plaques
[01:09.47]Givin' them pain I just be livin' in vain
[01:11.75]Long as nobody talkin' on my name
[01:13.08]You will not get fame or keepin' the same
[01:15.020004]Don't want problems with nobody
[01:17.22]Problems with nobody problems with nobody
[01:22.41]Don't keep her number just leave that h*e back there
[01:29.32]I got through much ******** too much stuff on my mind
[01:32.21]I done came to the point where
[01:46.86]I failed to ask you to look deeper in my life
[01:49.4]Got to the point I feel if I speak it's aight
[01:52.119995]I'm feelin' empty all myself into the mic
[01:54.259995]I ain't never tell my story how it was
[01:57.6]Youth was 2001 my momma told me
[02:00.2]She was stressin' out from havin' a son
[02:02.18]I like she ain't want me she was talkin' havin' me young
[02:04.64]My pops ain't really want me she was lowkey havin' me dumb
[02:07.42]What
[02:08.63]To keep it goin' life goes on
[02:10.64]Night come new problems keep flowin'
[02:12.89]She told me this just the other day
[02:14.8]When normally I ask about my father
[02:16.57]She ain't got too much to say
[02:18.29001]Findin' better life I had to pray survive I may
[02:21.12]The **** I usually think up in that jungle every day
[02:23.6]Never had nothin' given to me had to find my way
[02:26.22]I can say I done came a long way from poverty
[02:28.85]SB forever but a long way from Slattery
[02:31.48]My soul hurt a few real members gone
[02:33.17]Please don't bother me
[02:34.09]Ask the opps they know when I perform
[02:35.92]Look had to change my num'
[02:37.22]When I go back to my hood the police storm
[02:39.45]When you are gone if you get right 'til you don't leave
[02:42.18]My momma still gon' play the trenches like she won't leave
[02:44.79001]But I don't show that know that
[02:47.24]Before rap be black man outside livin' cozy
[02:50.02]Daddy's out the OZ my auntie named Rosie
[02:52.55]She told me she miss me
[02:53.54001]Not for you you know these h*es be gassin'
[02:55.94]That ain't how I'm steppin'
[02:57.05]The only thing a want right now is progressin'
[03:00.46]Fire to the flame stand my little chain
[03:03.01]I grew up in an area youngins dyin' by the name
[03:05.55]My inner self a stepper I'm from Ryer I know pain
[03:08.05]Double cup all red I feel like I had to win I had to win
[03:13.55]My mom don't want it but I still want buy her a chain
[03:16.15]That just 'cah where we come from
[03:17.6]She like "You go dumb son"
[03:18.94]Got addicted to this life
[03:20.1]You want this
[03:20.55]Ion't want one