PTSD - Young Hysan

[00:00.000] 作词 : Young Hysan
[00:01.000] 作曲 : Young Hysan
[00:10.050]Can’t find no peace of mind
[00:11.295]Can’t even sleep if i tried
[00:12.853]These demons creep through my mind everyday
[00:14.886]I’m paranoid and i’m tired
[00:16.220]Can’t leave the street shit behind me
[00:17.532]This ptsd remind me everyday
[00:19.976]Can’t find no peace of mind
[00:21.148]I seek relief from these highs
[00:22.412]The sweet release from what’s hiding in my brain, yeah
[00:25.914]Feeling like i can’t be
[00:29.167]I’m just trying to run away, yeah
[00:32.266]I’m just trying to run away
[00:35.395]‘cause i feel like i can’t be saved
[00:38.250]I feel like i can’t be saved
[00:40.162]I’m just trying to run away
[00:42.598]I’m just trying to run away
[00:45.231]‘cause i feel like i can’t be saved
[00:49.582]Can’t find no peace of mind
[00:51.290]Can’t leave these streets if i tried
[00:52.916]No tv screen, this shit live where i stay
[00:54.414]Smoke streaming through the sky
[00:55.867]Police shooting at toddlers
[00:57.203]People freaking when sirens on the way
[00:59.485]I tried, i really tried
[01:00.871]These kids really be dying
[01:01.962]Still you rather scrutinize what i’m saying
[01:04.561]You rather focus on a line and twist it to speak these lies
[01:06.596]Acting like the ****ing 9 on my case
[01:09.623]Came up outta trenches, i been keeping that aggression
[01:11.430]‘cause there ain’t no code of ethics, they just wanna see me go down
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[01:14.183]Call in crowd control, ‘cause every show we do a full house
[01:16.236]God made me his vessel, i can’t ever sell my soul
[01:19.015]Yeah, the recognise the real, og’s bumping my shit, they feel me
[01:21.418]Them labels fight for deals, they know last summer i made a milli
[01:23.849]They tryna steal my style, i know your pain don’t come from the field
[01:26.640]Real pain the type to never heal
[01:28.504]I’m just trying to run away, yeah
[01:31.587]I’m just trying to run away
[01:34.797]‘cause i feel like i can’t be saved
[01:37.638]I feel like i can’t be saved
[01:39.547]I’m just trying to run away
[01:41.845]I’m just trying to run away
[01:44.748]‘cause i feel like i can’t be saved
[01:48.065]God, i hate being stuck going back to the dirt
[01:50.343]Everyday somebody test me for my capital worth
[01:52.754]Said they out to catch me lacking, so we catching ‘em first
[01:55.183]Stomp they ass out on the curb
[01:56.575]‘cause they don’t learn until they back with the nurse, aye
[01:59.563]God, i’m tried to stay out of the violence
[02:01.825]I promised i would better myself
[02:03.512]Promised momma that i was done, yeah i said it myself
[02:05.659]Suspended sentence above my head, i ain’t tryna end up in jail
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[02:08.107]So i can’t trip over this bullshit they be starting over pride
[02:10.775]Just to spend 25 in the pen by myself
[02:12.966]God i swear these streets could never prevail
[02:15.408]But after all i done, i still can’t get myself out the field
[02:18.774]Can’t find no peace of mind
[02:20.095]Can’t even sleep if i tried
[02:21.262]These demons creep through my mind everyday
[02:23.625]I’m paranoid and i’m tired
[02:24.877]Can’t leave the street shit behind me
[02:26.290]This ptsd remind me everyday
[02:28.646]Can’t find no peace of mind
[02:29.930]I seek relief from these highs
[02:31.400]The sweet release from what’s hiding in my brain, yeah
[02:34.700]Feeling like i can’t be saved
[02:37.086]Feeling like i can’t be saved
[02:37.579]I’m just trying to run away, yeah
[02:40.717]I’m just trying to run away
[02:43.976]‘cause i feel like i can’t be saved
[02:46.833]I feel like i can’t be saved
[02:48.678]I’m just trying to run away
[02:51.233]I’m just trying to run away
[02:54.075]‘cause i feel like i can’t be saved
[02:56.866]I feel like i can’t be saved