the grudge - Olivia Rodrigo

[00:00.000] 作词 : Daniel Nigro/Olivia Rodrigo
[00:01.000] 作曲 : Daniel Nigro/Olivia Rodrigo
[00:14.083] I have nightmares each week about that Friday in May
[00:17.625] One phone call from you and my entire world was changed
[00:21.358] Trust that you betrayed, confusion that still lingers
[00:25.028] You took everything I loved and crushed it in between your fingers
[00:28.789] And I doubt you ever think about the damage that you did
[00:32.236] But I hold on to every detail like my life depends on it
[00:36.546] My undying love, now I hold it like a grudge
[00:40.019] And I hear your voice every time that I think I'm not enough
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[00:43.453] And I try to be tough, but I wanna scream
[00:47.201] How could anybody do the things you did so easily?
[00:50.885] And I say I don't care, I say that I'm fine
[00:54.834] But you know I can't let it go, I've tried, I've tried, I've tried for so long
[01:02.469] It takes strength to forgive, but I don't feel strong
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[01:09.115] The arguments that I have won against you in my head
[01:12.841] In the shower, in the car and in the mirror before bed
[01:16.257] Yeah, I'm so tough when I'm alone and I make you feel so guilty
[01:20.205] And I fantasize about a time you're a little ****ing sorry
[01:24.137] And I try to understand why you would do this all to me
[01:27.557] You must be insecure, you must be so unhappy
[01:31.580] And I know in my heart hurt people hurt people
[01:35.404] And we both drew blood, but, man, those cuts were never equal
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[01:38.934] And I try to be tough, but I wanna scream
[01:42.611] How could anybody do the things you did so easily?
[01:46.262] And I say I don't care, I say that I'm fine
[01:50.234] But you know I can't let it go, I've tried, I've tried, I've tried for so long
[01:57.334] It takes strength to forgive, but I don't feel strong
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[02:04.657] Ooh, do you think I deserved it all?
[02:12.202] Ooh, your flower's filled with vitriol
[02:19.051] You built me up to watch me fall
[02:22.861] You have everything and you still want more
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[02:26.872] I try to be tough, I try to be mean
[02:30.674] But even after all this, you're still everything to me
[02:34.236] And I know you don't care, I guess that's fine
[02:38.434] But you know I can't let it go, I've tried, I've tried, I've tried for so long
[02:45.527] It takes strength to forgive, but I'm not quite sure I'm there yet
[02:53.519] It takes strength to forgive, but