Feel Better - Penelope Scott

[00:00.000] 作词 : Penelope Scott
[00:01.000] 作曲 : Penelope Scott
[00:10.560]I don't wanna feel better
[00:13.640]No one's ever gonna love me like that again
[00:15.880]I don't wanna get over you
[00:18.520]I wanna sit with you in bed
[00:21.310]I don't wanna feel better
[00:24.090]I'd give anything to miss you again
[00:26.680]I don't wanna get over it
[00:29.470]I wanna get under it instead
[00:33.600]The book sits on top of clean and messy blankets
[00:36.040]On a bed that ****in' creaks at night when I get in it late
[00:38.230]And late at night, I'm chugging Gatorade
[00:39.820]And someone's breaking up when I crack up
[00:41.560]Because I know I'll never know just what to say
[00:44.100]I'm a communist, a terrorist, an MPDG thot
[00:46.590]Or I'm a sad girl in a dorm room, living out the shady Christian plot of "Twilight"
[00:50.120]Or "The Bible" or "The Lover" by Duras
[00:52.010]Or I'm just really ****in' selfish and really ****in' lost
[00:54.950]But someone loved me, someone ****ing loved me
[00:57.140]Someone ****ing loved me and I ****in' loved them too
[00:59.830]Goddamn it, I was worth something, I ****in' learned something
[01:02.910]I had my I had my cake (I ate it, it ate me too and god no)
[01:07.940]"I don't wanna feel better"
[01:30.380]We kept our liquor in a suitcase underneath my bed
[01:32.970]And we drank it to go out or just stay in or to feel sad
[01:35.660]But in a hot way, a way I'll ****in' never have again
[01:38.690]The sun has began to set
[01:41.230]I'm a socialist, Marxist, libertarian slut
[01:43.870]I am an awkward teenage virgin and I sort of kinda laugh a lot in bed
[01:47.450]But other times I cry or don't make noise at all
[01:49.640]I'd give my life to have a room that feels that small
[01:52.080]'Cause someone loved me, someone ****ing loved me
[01:54.520]Someone ****ing loved me, I loved them too
[01:57.010]Goddamn it, I was worth something, I ****in' earned something
[02:00.190]I had a right to die, a right to live, a right to choose, too
[02:02.930]And God, no!
[02:04.620]Of course, I don't wanna feel better!
[02:08.050]Can you ****ing imagine?!
[02:17.510]No one's ever gonna love me like that again
[02:18.950]I don't wanna get over it, I wanna rip the stars to shreds
[02:24.430]I don't wanna feel better
[02:36.220]Of course it hurt, of course it ****in' hurt
[02:37.810]It hurt like nothing in the world sometimes
[02:39.510]That I was super scared, and we were all a train-wreck
[02:42.190]And also somehow making it
[02:43.490]I think I might've died there twice
[02:45.030]And I would do it all again
[02:46.920]I'm a nihilist, a soldier, an OCD-machine
[02:49.260]Or I'm a healthy baby-girl who traded sunshine for disease
[02:52.000]But when my head hit my cheap pillow, I could tell I had a heart
[02:54.680]And I wanna tear this fascist Milky Way apart
[02:57.670]'Cause someone loved me, someone ****in' loved me
[02:59.910]All my filthy life I loved someone I barely knew
[03:02.550]Goddamn it, I was worth something, I ****in' learned something
[03:05.730]And it felt better in my mouth than fresh warm food
[03:11.310]I guess I loved you, I guess I really loved you
[03:13.740]All my filthy life I loved someone I barely knew
[03:16.280]And now you're over there and I'm way over here
[03:18.870]What am I gonna do?
[03:49.080]I don't wanna feel better
[03:52.060]No one's ever gonna love me like that again
[03:54.400]I don't wanna get over you
[03:57.240]I wanna sit with you in bed
[03:59.830]I don't wanna feel better
[04:05.350]I don't wanna feel better