Sick Boi - Ren&Ren Gill

[00:00.0]Sick Boi (Explicit) - Ren/Ren Gill
[00:01.56]Lyrics by：Ren Gill
[00:11.13]Hi Ren thank you for coming in today
[00:12.89]Thanks for seeing me-
[00:13.58]Looking at your file here it seems there's a very apparent interplay
[00:16.93]With your emotional state and your physical body
[00:19.04]Have you ever heard of the trauma response
[00:20.91]I don't think so-
[00:21.83]Basically our bodies can get stuck in a negative feedback loop
[00:24.41]Our subconscious can repeat patterns from the past
[00:26.99]Which can have a pretty drastic downstream effect in our biology
[00:29.96]Essentially your mind is making you sick
[00:53.67]Sick boy sick boy bitten by a tick boy
[00:56.17]Looking for that fix boy anabolic sterroroids
[00:58.91]Stem Cell poster boy pass out white noise
[01:01.56]Quick fix snake oil I'm about to break boy
[01:04.28]Oh what a shame he's in pain have another go
[01:07.48]Take another pill here take a couple more
[01:10.17]Let's see how you're doing in another week or so
[01:12.85]You'll be feeling worse when the side effects will show
[01:15.56]De-realization medical patient
[01:17.2]Losing patience with the process walking hand in hand with Satan
[01:19.82]Complications with the medications inflammation dehydration
[01:22.81]Inhalation aggravation building up a toleration
[01:25.59]Drown sucker drown sucker drown sucker drown
[01:27.82]I've been feeling like I'm drowning with my feet upon the ground
[01:30.5]I've been screaming I've been shouting but I never make a sound
[01:33.229996]I've been looking for a way out
[01:34.64]But I always seem to drown
[01:36.270004]Is this all making sense Ren
[01:37.729996]Uh yeah I think so-
[01:38.979996]Good
[01:39.91]What I propose we do is we try to pinpoint the exact experiences
[01:42.93]From the past that are keeping you stuck
[01:44.9]What can you tell me about your childhood
[01:46.369995]Um I can't really think-
[01:47.54]It's okay if nothing comes up right away
[01:49.67]What I'd like you to do is take some deep breaths with me
[01:52.31]In and out
[01:57.509995]In and out
[01:59.79]Good now tell me the first thing that comes to your mind
[02:02.9]I feel like it's not me it's the world that's sick
[02:05.21]We're given everything we need and we commoditize it
[02:08.01]We consume we destroy like we're parasitic
[02:10.54]Science tells us that it's suicide and still we commit
[02:13.39]I'm not sick we are sick we are standing on a cliff
[02:15.95]In the name of progress we jump off the precipice
[02:18.6]I'm not sick I'm the virus you're the virus hypocrite
[02:21.26]How can you sit there with that smile on
[02:22.76]And tell me that I'm sick
[02:24.2]Sick boy sick boy looking for a fix boy
[02:26.8]Push it down in public quick pose for the pic boy
[02:29.49]Record label meetings that commodify your gift boy
[02:32.2]Why you so upset
[02:33.24]Don't you wanna be a rich boy
[02:35.03]**** no industry is cutthroat
[02:38.47]I've been doing bits by myself swimming backstroke
[02:40.9]Walking on a tightrope rapping with a slit throat
[02:43.54001]The way that we persist is like the ending of a bad joke
[02:46.47]As the people evolve
[02:47.86]We're complacent to assailants and we do what we're told
[02:50.84]Counter-intelligence a sight to behold
[02:53.26]Rape the earth of all resources and we bleed it for gold
[02:55.84]And we bleed it for wealth we bleed it for fame
[02:58.57]But when you bleed it
[02:59.31]Can you tell me what the **** will remain
[03:01.21]And I'm bleeding myself I'm bleeding my brain
[03:04.01]While I'm bleeding
[03:04.54]I'm the reason cause I'm doing the same